song of the yr-

playing very wed at zouk...

anywhr u find retro music u find this song

anytime u eat at fisherman village...
u hear the following hit

the one and only:

love in the first degree by banaramas

my new blog is indianpop.blogspot.com

didn't even know u 2 left yest.
keep thinking that the date is today

I am so terribly sorry

trust me.. the feeling sucks.

i really do wanna meet up with u 2
but when i did see you on the day itself....
i didn't seem surprised...
sigh

That day at our friendly tuition friend making centre...
i was really happy to see 2 of you after so long
and when i am all dry and not sweaty and oily

u have to agree....
we haven't seen each other or talk real heart to heart talks for ages
its times like this that i hate the feeling of moving on with life
i can only look back on the nice memories we share which keep them all warm and sweet

i am no longer my chatty self
maybe = cos sometimes telling someone leads to complications later
or i prefer to solve problems themselves
which cause me to be less expressive

good and bad...
up to you to judge...
whther i am happy or sad?
i can only say i can still get along with life

i wish i cld be like pei kee....
go cycling with u guys....
meet up once in a while
i am such a bad friend huh

hope u understand
there are really lots of thoughts running thru my mind now
lots of commitment as well as confusion if that is what i really want

maybe u have some thoughts along the way that i am talking a lot of nonsense, to the extent of being crazy nowadays
yah sometimes i relaly tell someone my probs... but i just can't
hope u understand

slash my previous timing by 2 min... down to 64.50... then again thr is still rm for improvement b4 hitting 62.20( the target i am aiming for)

64.50 will mean only 26min 10 sec to complete another 6km..

62min 10 sec will mean 27min 50 sec to complete another 6km...
diff of 1 min 40 sec wld mean a championship and a diff in personal satisfaction



after a week of Manpower cse...going for personal trg at night everyday of the week:

mon-17 km(4x4km timing:19min)

Tues-6km (3x 2km timing:9.oo min)

Wed-13km long run

Thurs-6km (6x1km timing: 3.55min)

Fri-6km long run

Sat-15 km time trial cum comp

total distance clocked:63km

tough and it is getting tougher.
with nobody to motivate me one and my office sadly not giving thier support....it gets harder and harder each day. i can only console myself that its all worth it for the men i running with in this Guards family.

yah mayb why i am so moody nowadays is cos i haven't let my mind into wonderland for a long time...so i treated myself to 3 VCDs yest...

just watched finish les choristes.... brought tears to my eyes which i least expected.
just the way the boy Mouhege sang his solo towards the end of the show... and the narration says it all," how he let his voice out, i could feel his feelings, passion and gratitude."

maybe out of guilt, or it just depicts how i feel, cos yah afterall no matter how much i am against the conductor... i muz agree to the fact that he had somehow groom me to wat i am along the yrs... i weren't have been so determined, passioante about what i want, and have the never give up spirit if its not for him

and he stands in front of the choir b4 a competition, telling us to relax and do our best, in a short pause, he says with sincerity and conviction that he has always been proud of us," he always says the right things at the most crucial moment, the way i will always remember