woah long time since i wrote in.. yeah its now month of aug.. so many things happended this past months. well i can finally say bye bye to my singing and track.. well maybe track not so... but yeah.... finally the two things i have been working hard for this 2 yrs are finally over
well choir didn't manage to get to the top position.. but i'm damn proud of them..... to think many of the members are from neighbourhood sch... don't have choir exp or the mental strength... among the other choirs... i think we are still the best if u consider how we started off and whr we are now.
and track... well for once in my entire career... i ran my own race... i juz love the feeling of it... u know when u are thinking when u run... u are confident... and everything went as u wanted it to be. of course i wasn't first...postion was round 27 out of 45 i guess... hmmm to many it isn't impressive... but i'm proud of whr i am today cos it is my race and my own one after all. and at the end of it... wat is left behind is a feeling of satisfaction and memories of hard work,... tears... sweat and of course toasting of skin involved. sometimes it juz feel like a hamster running around the track for rounds.... well someone may think'"wats the kick"... well perhaps its the only sport i excel in.... only thing to keep my troubles away.. well but its only on the track or on the road that i reach my so called heaven....the feeling is just great.... i feel free... i feeel i can run forever... every 1 km more i run i feel good for the rest of the day or week. its hard to explain the feeling... think u needa be a runner to know. for this reason.. i luvvvv tpjc.... for giving me the opportunity to join track... i mean i admit i'm not a good runner... i don't have a athlete mind.. i juz have the passion for it.yeah the passion... the things thought in track all things which really applies to daily life. and i can think of many. for 1) running your own race is all that matters...2 at the end of the day... the only competitor in a competition is u yourself. 3) u are not alone... u may seem like u are doing an individual sport or boring job... but the fact there are ppl like u and u guys are on the same road and reaching towards the same goal... u are no strnger to one another... lastly my favourite hey hey take this down in life... many and almost everything is like running a race... plan your run well.. you decide success or failure. at end of it all... win with humility and lose with grace.