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Friday, January 30, 2004
# sat=book out day
woo hoo!its sat again... book out book out day! hahha lots have happened the last week... well on the way back, thinking of wat to do during the weekened,i suddenly had a crazy idea...hey let me run down on wat we do...i shall name it days of a army guy Steven | comments
# days of army-day5
wah lau this was the day i got my injured knee... apperently SOC in the morning... wh i do every station like damn fun... went 5 times though only need to do twice. but hate the last station... jumping the high ramp wah don't know why, land wrongly... injured the knee siaN! oh till now i still pray my leg will have no prob siah. well the day went like any day of the week, rain in afternoon again. well PS soo announced the so called saboed ppl who will be the recruit commanders during the field camp. i kanna platoon commander.. well i kind of expected it lah...since my section IC told me i was included in almost everyone list for top 5 recruits and the sergents keep tekaning me. well but still i'm pressured... hope all turns out well man. kind of suck if nv perform well for field camp hahhaa night was quite fun.. some of us played soccer... me and wilson kanna disturbed by PS. told us to come down in long 4 and kanna scolded by OC told us to change in 5 min and come down again caught him smirking at the corner... wah wat can i say... my PS is a self entertainer, the corniest and most act cute sergent ard. Steven | comments Thursday, January 29, 2004
# days of army guy-day4
IPPT test in the morning... woohoo finally pass my board jump! after weeks and weeks of training. sigh but pull up deprove... did only 11 and well running hit my BMT PB 9.23 though still far from my JC PB... hahha company's best runner yet again. hope to hit below 9 next time round. was raining the whole day today... afternoon was body maintenance... everyone was slping and me... read another chapter from 'picture of dorain gray'.
evening was drill practice again. wah i think sergent bon hates platoon 3 man(which is my platoon) which is like of course lah... we keep making the mistakes, but can't blame us afterall PS Soo choose us cos he says we are the clowns of the platoon hahaha and he taught us how to clown with the rifle... speaking bout being corny. Steven | comments Wednesday, January 28, 2004
IMT tes today... wah score was 6/6, 3/3, 3/3, 4/6 o/6.... sian 0/6 cos my rifle IAIA arghhh!!! hahhaa but quite pls with my results generally.... though sergent zul say its not good enough(a man of perfection hhahaha)
well next significant thing of that day was my meals with jonathon, breakfast, lunch, dinner. dinner was western set woo hoo. well didn't know that he will OOC the very next day sigh... if i have known. hahah well though nv did any training with this guy cos he OOC from 2nd week onwards... will remember him cos of his super far jumps even without using his hands... and his intrude into my personal life hahahah me and him gum very well during 1st few weeks of confinemenet cos we bored injured leg, he used to be in ACS track and field till the injury. and spent most of time together... sounds gay man hhahaa.... but his leg nv got better so he was posted out. well take care dude... may our paths cross again. Steven | comments Monday, January 26, 2004
# days of a army guy-day2
tues was M 16 lesson day... wah lau morn was damn boring siah. 3 hrs on lesson on how a section and then a platoon function during a mission... k lah the thought of it might sound interesting... but not when the person who is teaching it is a dry person... wah pai sei to admit he is from tpjc too...of all the PCs we have... he is the most boring one.
afternoon was interesting... digital firing range.. basically its like an arcade... to prepare for the real thing. but its not easy though.. even zeroing the weapon was hard... wah lau u need to aim at this canadian booth thingy.... damn hard.... and if u zero wrongly u will see your subsequent shots all over the place. like mine.... i really confident i hit the target loh but somemore it was firing elsewhr. night was raining again!!! so after dinner we had to walk back to company line ourselves... hahah the fun part bout it is u can see friends and talk along the way...sth which u can't do during normal times... u can't even cross 10m away from company line without sergent's permision siah.saw andrew for 1st time. wah he look s damn diff in army uni siah hahaa. at 8pm it was drill practice again wah damn shagged siah.... holding the rifle... remembering the commands.... rusot senjata... tulong senjata... wah lau!!! Steven | comments Sunday, January 25, 2004
# days of a army guy-day one
wah its damn hard to wake up on a mon morn siah.. any ordinary morn.... the thought that book out is 5 days more....and now after 5 days break.. the thought that u are no longer at home makes it worse siah...hahha... breakfast was ipoh hor fanwhich makes me wonder... why the hell do they put the word ipoh...is the mee from ipoh?not. does it taste like ipoh delicacy? far from it, maybe doggy's delicacy. so like other days when there is jia lat breakfast... i ate bread with kaya and peanut butter. today was lesson and more lesson.... sitting in long 4(army pyjamas) SBO and helmet... listening to the lesson... after that do area cleaning and soon was lunch. but of course... b4 lunch will be the pull up regime... sian!!! i can't do more than 12 now... so sad.... i used to be 2nd in the platoon... ian did 14 1st time round, was 2nd at 12... then but this week.. suddenly i realise more and more do 10 pull ups no kick siah... the max i can do now is 11 arghHHH!!!! don't know wats wrong. but of course almost half the platoon are still zero fighters*.ironically, the good are getting better... the ones with probs aren't getting any whr...
lunch was 'absolutely fantastic'(in the words of PS Kimmy*)was duck rice set.... yam rice plus chicken leg and tau kwau,shoik siah well after lunch it started to rain heavily so we had body maintanence=sleep.but as usual, i don't take afternoon naps so i was doing my squat regime... wanna pass my sbj siah! then round 4 we had our endurance run... which was 3km... slack right? and then dinner... can't remember wat we had so it muz have juz beeen the normal kind... we had our RO*** at 8pm. wah lau i thought i could do my own training after RO siah... then PS Soo announce ppl who have been selected to be in the drill com teamwell basically it is a tradition that on games day... companies will compete against one another in their drills. it was fun though... for the 1st training we had which was like 10pm. sergent bon touch up on our normal drills... and telling us his expectations and stuff... i still wonder why i was chosen siah... cos frankly my skills aren';t really impressive... i don't have any ncc or npcc backgrd... and frankly a lot more from my platoon were from uniform grp. well but i kind of feels good to know u are one of the best in the company that is why u are in the team. Steven | comments
# my email sounds like a joke???
actcute_u_muz@msn.com... wat does this email tells bout me.. hahah hey man for those out thr.. when i gave u this email add... did u think i was a act cute???
i went for a good 15km jog juz now... wah so long nv run to east coast... the breeze and seeing ppl fly kite and their aircraft model.. gives a sense of satisfaction and brings back memories of old times.wah while i was running at east coast... stop for a drink at mac... got this gal suddenly bump into me with her skates... apparently the new mac skate thru is user friendly-yes... but safe for users-maybe no... hahhaa well she talked to me for a while... started off with,"hey so sorry... bump into u... these blades really suuck... hey i get u a drink." hahhaa hold the laugthers man.. at first i kind of think wah not bad... got someone treat me drink... and its a pretty gal hahha... so like wat a normal guy will do... i didn't refuse. we talk for a while... she is 21 studying at NTU.... well she isn't a very good conversationalist lah i muz admit... cos i wanted to go after talking bout 10 min... but she like keep trying to come up with some topic... talking bout new yr... sch life.. asking hows army... didn't really attract me...then suddenly she asked... do u have insurance... wah lah she is A INsuRAnce AgeNT.wah sian waste my time... then i reALLy wanted to go already... she ask me for her contact... i didn't wanna give her... didn't wanna get harrassed.... so i gave her my email add as the one above... i think she kind of iknow i not interested and i got the face that i will bluff my way out... so she replied,"sure a not.. whr got such add one... wah lau major put off..so i told her don't believe i also cannot do anything... hahah then i carried on with my run... hahah only good thing i see in it is the drink other than that... wah lau eh i feel cheated siah... she wanna know me better to seel insurance to me not to be friends hahha. oh well gonna go back to camp already,.... take care everyone... see u next week... pray that i do not break any bones yah hahahaha Steven | comments Saturday, January 24, 2004
apparently i realise there are many creatures out there visiting my blog... thank you..hope my blog has left a mark in you one way or another hahaha.
wah i don't believe i turn geek siah.. if i clock the no. of hrs i'm using the com and setting up html... its unbeliVABLE. let me review my chi new yr break.... tues i came home at 10 plus... boook out round 6 went eat dinner with choir ppl, then meet up with china trip ppl... then i started using the com.... 1st day of revamping. slept round 12+cos got heavy schedule the next day wed morning i wrote in the blog liao... a fulfilling day indeed esp when u are spending with ppl close to your heart... came home round 2+ and u think i was tired... i began using the com again... till 4+ wahHHH! next morn woke up round 8.30 speaking bout normal bio clock...use the com yet again... went to upload the photos on the net hahaha quite fun since was my first time...went visiting only at 4.... went to my pa's sis place.... hahah wah hong fei hong is still the best show during new yr... hahaha damn corny..... but realise sth though... this yr no jackie chan show...anyone realise??? went grandma's house after that still the same lah.. sadly though that place getting quieter yr by yr... i remember as a kid spent lots of time thr... have fond memories of that place... last time during new yr we will be running around playing board game cos no such thing as com in the past... then my xiao shu will always disturb us... tickle our funny bones... and my ah yee who will always tell us make up stories of bo bo... hahaha i still love her stories though that time she told them to my little cousins and i went to listen... somehow her voice juz capture the hearts of children... oh well she';s still not married... shucks feel guilty lah i remember when i was young i always wish a loud that she will not marry so that she will always be there to tell me stories and bring me out... arGHH hope its not cos of that siah.went over my san jiu's place after that wah as usual there were lots and lots of goodies power man the food there some things nv change hahaha. too bad i felt sick so we went home early round 12+ and wat id did afetr that??? online again till 4 + hahaha till so late cos xuan was online..... and were crapping bout lots of stuff how she nearly got into an accident and exchanging phtos online fri wah woke up late... and it was pouring heavily....woke up cos of tummy ache lao sai in morning hahaha maybe not used to singapore food liao arhGHHH army propaganda hahaha. 1st bacth of ppl came round 12+ my xiao shu, his wife and his 3 children. ahhah everyone says the 1st child look like me... cos apparently i rolled on their bed when they were first married hahaha quite lame but seems tur and they apparently say its cos i roll too hard then pop 3 children hahaha....then after they went off did a little bit of clearing up... hahaha crumps on my bed and then i was online again...hahha was till 5+ wanted to go for a long run but the weather did not permit... then fell on my butt!! so jia lat hahaha and i think when i told everyone they were laughing away. hahah luckily my kor's gf was there... cheryl was so so sweet... she help massage mty head hahhaa... massage is good... massage by a pretty lady is even better hahahaa... then by the time everything finish it was round 9+... did a bit of SAT before slping SAT day !! sian.... argghhh nv go expo for exam siah... damn stupid lah... wait so long b4 the exam begin. waste of my precious time(the globin way) hahaha.... saw lots of ppl that day..... like daryldun ren(wah his chest damn big now)... irene my jc gp tuition friend...wah pretier by the day siah... alvin chow and chi ching... hahaha oppPS... and a lot more i nv say hi to.. didn't think they will remember me hahaha but muz say gals can change so much in 3 mths man.... even saw platoon sergent kimmy hahhaa he got this funny boy boy smile a sight to laugh and remember at cos cannot see in camp one. went out with andrew and xuan after that... to ARMY maRkET!!! hey gal i still think u shd buy the field pack... wear to sch make fashion statement siah... it blends with the uni too hahahhaa.. and got so many secrET comParTments your best companion man ahahahaa.. after that...went to han's house to bai nian very fun siah.... but too bad went late wat a lier man me and xuan ... hiyah feel so bad... hhahaha and my gay skills doesn't work on glenn leh... so nv manage to get my card so sad... ahhahaha glen muz not see this ahahahaha k lah glen but really i regard u as a very very good friend who nv fails to give me warmth n 'comfort' yeah... literally like a couch and yah the nice comfort...stay the way u are yah k gotta go now... if got time will blog again...tonight booking in! Steven | comments Friday, January 23, 2004
# muz plan whoose house to go during new yr..
today is the 3rd day of chi new yr... i'm =shagged, bruised on the butt...fat hahhaa.. wah days pass so much faster when u are having fun siah.. tmr i wil back to my island liao. wah macham like china man siah... go back homeland.
estactic day i had.. only maybe SAT was a mind drainer... spent 6 hrs in there aRGHHH... other than that was fun.. saw many old friends... daryl was taking the paper there wah lau he, ivor and sandeep are going to austyralia for holiday... when come back??"when i feeel like itwah lau if i wasn't in army... i wld have packed my bag liao siah haha suppose to meet them for supper but i shagged lah or more like wanna laze around at home... wah i feel like a potato siah ahahhahah. sian nv go ivor's house this yr... the wonder my angpow money lesser... his mom gives big angpow and he has lots of friends who are filty rich and have very bad luck... last yr i remembered leaving his house richer ahahahha.. shall mark his name for next yr new yr siah woohoo... juz now went to han's there.... no not that restaturant but the food macham is lah.. wah i wanted to finish the whole bowl of curry siah... but scared fathaah me and xuan went there late... wat the hack and he cock some lame reason feel so bad siah go there for a while hahah cannot help them finish new yr goodies... ahahahhaa wah lau i don't believe it lah so late i'm still online... haha really hook to the com now siah not porno loh... its learning HTML ahahhaa bored during new yr... more like cos drew and xuan keep complaining how lazy i am nv upload the stuff to com yet... so here i'm loh hahaha spent don't know how much time for their self satisfaction siah... hahha but then its for theM so don't mind lah ahhh.... ahahaaa thanx for all the candid, lame laughters and photo shots siah.. chINA RULEZ Steven | comments Thursday, January 22, 2004
Steven | comments Wednesday, January 21, 2004
a fantastic day i spent yest... morning was started off with a run and gym training... went off to meet xuan 11 at orchard... sorry ahhh gal.... thought u sure late one so i planned to come at 11.30.. wah first time u early siah...not bad on the new yr resolution....
went to topshop find collin who apparently got the job juz by walking in the shop and the supervisor ask him whether he interested... i saw this shirt think its damn cool loh,"its huge down there"... it says it all man. bedazzled by the show love me if you dare.... watched it 2nd time... juz as nice the 2nd time round.the way the show is directed is juz have a very unique flavour.... very diff from the eng and us films.... think thats why they say french is class. wah if only life is juz this romantic... imagine liking a gal since childhood.... have so much crazy fun along the yr... seeing her 'doodle' at a age of 5 shocked that gals are physically diff from guys and she comment bout your little gun with sacasm,"not bad"... well such coincidence in the show seems impossible... oh well but it serves lonely souls out there a purpose by narrating them bout a love juz so sweet., on the other hand think thr will be some out there sulking after a love show for its something they feel they can nv achieve.la vie en rose... schilled out in the evening at chinatown... caught a small glimse of firecracker which my mom said she nv seen for 25 yrs... and the fireworks were juz spectacular. nv got so close in watching fireworks b4... and the feeling after watching it all...the first few blasts juz set the mood all... how these new stardom rockets shoot in the sky and blast into sparkles....each of diff colour each unique in its own way all received with ppl cheering away and calling their families wishing them happy new yr... juz feeled with warmth...well perhaps we were all there for the same purpose...dicks who nv seen b4 fire crackers and stuff, n the previous yr sucked for everyone... for first time in my life i juz feel so attached to ppl round me... we were juz clapping each other and wishing one another happy new yr... this kind of thing i only exp in football fans well perhaps a yr ago i may not feel the way i feel now. to me... suddenly having the time enjoying sth so memorable with my family since it has been a very very long time reallly long since the last time we 4 went out together was last new yr...and cos in army most of things u do its without a heart....it juz left a wonderful memory in me. it kind of wrap up the day's events which i really enjoyed... waching the movie with xuan n mel, spending night with family till like 3+ in the morning.... my sentiments now... slaving 2.5 yrs for the army knowing that your family nv have to be afraid, your friends and love ones who are dear to you are always safe....nv have to be scared of those black dickheads ... its worth it. alright enough of serious side... ha back to my old ways. yest while i was taking a taxi home and this bangadesh worker was cycling in the middle of the rd...damn dunmb as if he think he owns the rd and drive a ferrai... like i say all black dick have no brain siah. anyway i commented... wah lau wat a dumb fuck... then the taxi driver commented... 'black somemore... like a piece of shit rolling down the str.' Steven | comments
# wooHHooo
my new revamp blog... happy new yr to everyone!!! Steven | comments Saturday, January 17, 2004
Steven | comments Friday, January 16, 2004
# quizzz
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people feel that they have known you their entire life. Many often open up to you for they view you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although people trust you, you have a hard time trusting them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled up inside, or display them very quietly. It is alright to open up every once in a while. Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla Steven | comments
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