today is a fabulous day... hahaha i don't know why too.. did my ippt in the morning... k all my stations wasn't in a mood to do. very sloppy. think mind was elsewhr wondering. but run was good. help pace justin... glad he made his PB 9.01 and i help him partly. enjoyed the run man... while i was running... gal in blue suddenly flash pass my head... weird huh. sudden;y thought of her.
well it all started with the msging for the past 3 days. don't know why she started msging me... and suddenly for the first time... she msg back instantanously. kind of happy lah... even zul my buddy knows too. hahah suddenly its all coming back to me liao.

went back college to receive the cheapo award.wah the choir sounds good. me got a warm feeling in the heart as they sing. then wen to meet jin and dan at tm there after. bought a optical mouse for $15 wah then took a $20 cab down to zouk. watched the match with loy and forest(who only came for last 30min)
drank a rusty nail( whisky and some other stuff and a cherry in it, wanted to challenge loy to lick the cherry but he showed a middle finger instead)
(three shots... ppower!)
spend a total of $56 on drinks at zouk itself

we actually wanted to go in one... but then loy was damn shagged... esp since he and i were the optics ic for field camp need a lot of slp so end up me and him left first to eat supper at smith str while forest went to join his other friends for clubbing.

and its damn cock... thr are so many cabs at zouks but none wanted to drive us thr cos it was too near... gave stupid excuse like i don't know the place. fucking hell... whr got ppl don't know whr china town is one. malays indians don't know i understand lah(for reason of the size of their left hand column) , chinese don't know... wah i think that driver was a china man siah hahha

shiok siah the porraige... $8 worth the money. loy says it too since he juz spent $80 on his french dinner.


from my previous entry long long time ago(feelings juz come back again)
well for one... i think u are very attractive..." and was so embarrassing cos my face turned red... and i told her how i took notice of her during first three mth. oh well she looked shocked but luckily not scared... she juz gave a smile and said thank you in a very sweet way, oh my... my heart cld juz melt. well then she pointed out that my face is red, of course i will be shy right.. confessing to someone u have a crush on her.... then she ask... so is tis a date... then i was tongue tight, didn't know wat to say... so i juz replied...'well u can say it is but definitely i really wish to meet u again

Is it love I ask thee,
infatuation it wouldn't be
her lovely pear shaped face and glittering eyes
her sweet smile which make hearts melt
prominant as can be when she walk in a group
a gal from SCGS dressed in lovely blue
I feel bedazzled like in moulin rouge
Do I know you? How I wish I do

past experience I turned shy,
didn't have a courage even to say a hi
is it passing thing I hope not
is she the one i really wonder

there she was running on the track
found out she is a new kid of track I went woohoo
what should I do
what should I say
hello, elo or should I go yoo hoo

she walked towards me i smiled at her
she gave more of a greeting which left me tongue
tight
someone pls slap me left and right
I feel so dumb standing there looking so up tight
but who can blame a bloke stunned by her beauty
her sweet smile juz took me off my feet

is it love i wonder or juz a passing thing
i wish to know her better
the most beautiful angel I ever seen

frankly didn't really enjoyed the match... cos its really one sided... its like singapore vs liverpool kind of thing... and midwalls result in using tactics like trying to agitate paul scholes in the hope to make him angry. so man u won the title which saved fergerson's ass. penalty with ruud's steep shot, a pass and a quick tap of the ball by the former later and a quick goal by christina ronaldo in the 1st half pushed their oponents to the edge of their seats.

for past week... thr have been controversy whether liverpool shd continue using funds from thaksin or shd they get new signings with steve morgan.i kind of wonder... how does a thai person get such money... first of all he was only a high authority police man b4 becoming a prime minister. its kind of obvious that it is dirty money. for me... i will rather they sign a new contract with steve morgan as the kind of money use somehow affects the reputation of the club... but in steven gerard's opinion... they don't care wat kind of money it is juz as long as it benefits the club.
(if u take time to think about it... many will think yeah for the reputation... they shd not use funds which they have no idea whr it is form... but then...)




upon analysing the rest of the clubs and many other organisations... many will juz think about the money... if u ask someone for donation.. will u ask whr his money come from or will u juz give a grin and accept it?

booking in soon liao... juz went to the gym...thr i saw an old friend dominic... wah damn handsome siah.. k not that i am gay but really good looking.well lokms like he juz got out from the boys home which he really did for stabbing his friend in the butt. ha wat to do he is from st stephen the sch which produce the so called rich and famous from the east. looking at my class phto... can easily spot many who are well known amongst the in crowd.

for ex...
daniel quek: the ri rj top student. recipient of all rounder sch award. a fantastic gymnast match with his capable leadership skills. see him frequently in ocs man

Alan sim: famouse among gals. turn out to be same tuitiona s me in sec3. student council pres of SAJC

Russel tan: girl killer of NJC. famouse for scenes in eyes wide shut. gals juz love his caucasian look man even though rumours has it he appears gay. but then again... gays are mst of the time the good looking ones right.

alvin tan:our level lethal soccer player. top scorer in the league every yr until he became MIA in sji... nv heard of him for a long time man

matt teo: sji went tj... was tp with him in 1st 3 mths... punk who hangs out regularly at zouk. funny guy man... use to see him at blk85... funny thing is when i see him.. i am always with andrew...and these guys always hang around siglap sempang bedok area... see them witha all kinds of gals ranging from the usual: kc.. tkgs... sngs... rgs... scgs...its like everybody knows everybody... small world man... sigh hardly see them nowadays.


many more man... hahaha so proud of my pri sch... the wonder glenn ong and rod always say ppl from st stephen become commandos in army cos we recieve intensive training in pri sch hahha rolling down slopes to impress one another... doing all kinds of funny stunts... prepare for airborne man. shooting spiders and ants with glue... woah a psychotic killer mind. best of all... i remembered once a grp of friends went round looking at teachers' panty. even a 50yr old chi teacher...but they puke after that.. crazy days we had man. cheers to all the punks of siglap

watched troy today... woah that show is power man... k brad pitt's acting was pro... hmmm a good 2hr 45 min of show time... hee me and xuan enjoyed the show lots.

"even immi=otals are jealous of man because we have the ability to live our greatest moments which they don't. we get to live thru the most beautiful phrase in life."

"they say they fight for the king, why shd they fight for the king if they do not even know the king"

" only great names will be remembered... the rest will be nth but a passing moment"

well after the show we went walk around for a while... wah it was already 9+ man... talk a lot on the way.... stuff like how 4 of my friends who went back to study at tp wore the army shirts during dragon boating...how her class guys stuggle to pass napfa... and about investemnts... military law... how i spend my pay hee hee...

quite surprising that we read the same book hahaha ... it juz came to my mind when i told her about how a newly wed shd stay with thier parents first if they wanna live in a landed property... it make sense though... u shd use the amount u earn to invest,... when the money start to grow... till u are sure of a sure amount of money then u splurge on stuff... ..

well glad to have gone out with u today... nv had such quality time for a long long time...enjoyed every moment of it... at least i know i am sane... give me motivation to finsh my course... don't worry i won't ooc hahaha...and at least i know that i am more matured... and u are growing wiser and more elegent by the day too.

but some things don't change... make me wait for half an hr!!! hahha k lah quite short compared to other times.
do take care yeah... study hard... path ahead will get tougher... together the awards are sweeter.

today b4 booking out LTA Lawrence told us this quote:
leaders are those to make use of tiny moments and stuff and turn them into inspiration to spur them on in life. inspiration may be small.. but juz this much with own imagination and hard work.. it will turn into sth beyond your dreams

i wanna go thr... damn if i wasn't in camp now so apparently ivor is out today after field camp... and since jeremy and alastair don't stay in camp.. they were out today arghh!!! hhaha i dig that place... dig it even more after watching the show dirty dancing catch it if u can man its a geat show. really get u to dance to songs of the 50stp 80s like mambo night... teresa teng's songs... frank sinatra...

feeling is great when u are at the club... nice place to chill out... seeing the old folks having fun dancing on the dance floors... us being the only 19-20s yr olds chatting... it really takes u to a place far away from troubles... a good change from clubs... well bet xuan will this place as it play songs like hey jude... moon river man its heaven man.

did my 2.4 km run today wah finally break the 9min barrier after don't know how long... feels good to run that kind of timing again 8.57 hahhaa 2 more mths man... hope to better it. but then my wing still got this faster china guy... wah his 6km timing always 10-20 sec faster than me... don't know how he manage to whack at the last part one crazy siah... has my respect man.

xuan doesn't believe i have a bud called forest... she ask why doesn't he call himself wet bush hahhaha....

well happen to know this guy thru jeremy. at first when i saw him... i thought he got the dao face man..but his actions are far from it... damn crappy hhaha. had a lot of fun and nice talks with him in camp.

k long time since i blog.

me juz finished my tri service term... one thing i will always remember bout this mth is the professionalism of safti... everything is very well planed... very hard to explain it all man... i juz feel like a knight in a knight college... sounds dumb.

i luv my platoon its damn cool... 40 of us from diff walks of life diff paths in the saf... some will be air force... some will enter the mids... ppl like me will stay in the jungles... and of diff ages too, the oldest is an ran the pilot who is i feel one of the ppl in the platoon who makes me rooted to the grd.

i been to so many vocations... from ndu to air force sch to ocs... u guys have the most amount of comradaie...slack and die together. the rd here will be long... but remember why u are here... don't end up to be a fuck up officer. remember that each of you have a certain qualities which earns u a place here... the amulet u are wearing is juz a piece of cloth... u muz be an officer at heart...its juz wat u feel inside... the heart which determines what and who u are.

i wish thr is a chance i will all of them again one day... so be it in a combined training... if they are posted back to infanty or near the end if one day history decides that our generation will be ones to be put to the test... i hope to fight with them hand in hand in the battle field. juz as i flip thru the news today... and i read the article about the american marine who choose to give up fame and fortune serve the army and died in the cross fire... it gave me a drive... to know that in this world thr are ppl who are still so patriotic wanting to exchange millions dollar fortune for a noble cause... i feel the pain the ppl who knows him will be feeling.

55/04 tango rangers lead the way