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i choose to believe anything in this world is possible if u try hard in doing it. you may fail 100 times or even for 10yrs...but wat is this time span as compared to ppl who do not even have the chance to try.
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but what of life whose bitter hungry sea
flows at our heels,and gloom of sunless night
covers the days which never more return?
ambition, love and all the thoughts that burn
we lose too soon, and only find delight
in withered husks of some dead memory

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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
# cresendo
so its dec... gonna spend '1 yr in army' birthday in thailand this sat. time flies.

had quite a lot of fun last few days. made a fool of myself while painting the cart box. ask me and i will tell u why hahahha. woah and looking thru the bags of donations.. thr was a cute seseme str stuff toy in it... u know the frog one?? ahhh yes that one. and quite a lot of clothes... quite a few corny jokes out of it.

for past 4 days we have been going thru the 115 behaviors of ppl. i was made...(so called forced since no one in my sect knows except me) to present to the wing. hahha i had fun selling my ideas. and quite glad everyone enjoyed it too. major mikes says i will make a good salesman. hahha so he tasked me to do up a mind map. its so nice man!!!(not that i bhb)

well i suddenly realise my way of presenting stuff have changed. during sec and jc... i juz rattle off from a script which i rehearse over and over again in my head... with thought running all around the place. in OCs i learned how to arouse interest in ppol... and in engineers i learn about organisation. and now i can piece thoughts and make a clearer picture of wat i want to say.

juz feel grat that my 1 yr in army isn't a waste.. have learned sth money can't buy. suddenly want to be a teacher lol.



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Sunday, December 05, 2004
# dedicated to...
this post is for my sweetest... bestest friend... i shall call her elmo!!!

well apparently haven't met her for very long.. thought she forgot bout me liao cos come back also nv give ph call!!

dropped by mr ong's place to pay him a visit.. he got a bad fllu man.. then my good uncle called song and ta da... she say she will be down in a difty... but she thought i was pei kee... :( hahah k lah forgive her cos she went all the way to popular to look for me...ha quite shock she nv change much.. keep thinking she may come back with a slan.. or better still a diff colour hair. so i bestest friend and i were talking cock the whole time like old times... though we nv talk bout it... bits and pieces of memories keep flashing in my head. for ex. joy lim!!! my god almost forgot who she was when elmo talked bout her. oppS!!! and of course shermaine... lydia... cynthia... shi han... her gang ppl who i met at loy's BBq. k not that i close to them but i remember that night i talk a lot of cock with them...all with unique personalities, and was alos how i got to know li ren.

july 18th!!! the day i got to know her... the princess who lives in neverland.... was over a fishbal;l i remember hmmm. hahah want a fish ball???k so everyone thr at the bbq knew me cos i was wearing my jersey with my name printed on it.


this morn i watched a children show.. talking bout how this elder sis went round selling stuff in order to buy a computer game for her bro.... was so sweet and so apparent. the little bro however... did not like the gift cos it was outdated and settled for the one his friend gave him(apparently the friend stole it)... well the little girl make a comment that guys are quicker in changing their taste and are less sensitive.

it makes me feel so guilty... like some conscience holding me back. maybe i am still like that little boy... well elmo says i'm still crazy and in front of her... i still behave, or rather 2 of us still behave like we are in sec4. well even the aunties thought we were in sec sch. sigh sadly... i feel crushed and corrupted inside. gonna be 1 yr old soldier liao... army has definitely change me a lot man.. it may have make me grow up but somehow i wish to maintain the innocence in me.

quite glad to meet her yest... give me sth to think about during hell in thailand.hope it will be a motivation for me to see thru the trip. every single day i spend thr i gonna link back to the hols of 2001... so carefree so happy.

i wish christmas will juz be tmr... cos it signifies end of trip, happy faces and a start of a new lease of life which i promise i will lead next yr.
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
# the dec hols
its dec!!arghhh 2 wks in camp and its dec liao.

well i am so shag man... can't wait for a big big break.i have been wanting one since erm... sec 4??? hahha have been bog down by so many stuff to do during hols all the time.

well met up with song yu yest.... went over to VTC. talk to aunty elaine... nancy(the pretty PA), mr ong and a few other ppl who i could not remember the name.i think elaine is damn mysterious in a way... she got so many lobangs up her sleeve hmmm... maybe the sweet smile is too decieving.hee hee

well they were talking bout the annual BBQ on dec 18..sigh i will be in thailand. hahha well not that i'm sec 4 but juz the feeling of having a bbq with students at ECP is thrilling.... at least no one will talk bout army stuff.

well last week was glenn ong's marriage... not that he is related to me... but he was or rather still is a parkway kid....and it bring back memories when he talks about how students from TKGs, ST PATs, KC, VS will pack parkway.well of course now.. u see students from many other sch... parkway still rocks till today man!!!i have been going thr all my life... play pool... chill with friends... buy books... my first LA gear sport shoes.... my first MD player... my first mini hifi set... my first tuition... the first time i played pool, so many first were all done thr man.

i luv that place.
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