run far far away...don't ever come back

yest coms ball was a swell. very fun. was crazy to a certain extent... kind of let the hair down thingy

me and xuan were late yest.. like 15 later than everyone else.. according to my bud. oh well but i am the star anyway, so shd make grand entrance lol.the place was diaapointedly quite sparsely furnished. very plain i muz say.i think only thing which look good were the ppl and the balck chairs hahha.

so i recieved the mother of the course award... muz thank my buddy for it man.. hahah he is the best.

anyway i think stacey and david look good together. a very sweet gal. so happy for david she is all like he described to me for the last 5 mths... sweet, smiling, simple... k bimbotic i'm not sure la... but sure got a cute laughter... the kind u wanna put for your ringtone hahaha.

kendrew too... he got a pretty date.. but turn out to be attached... hahaha i don't think she was the one he wanted to bring... and so obvious he trying to xuan at the club hahaha... but too bad ahhaha opposite place.well he wasn';t the only one.... apparently even lta benson and mark were doing the same thing... so i finally see how its done.. eye opener man.

think of it i kind of sad to leave this palce.. not as in i like the formation,.. but i like the ppl. i think the fact that lots of us went thr with no choice... suffer together really make us a united bunch. gonna miss ppl like suriya... zhongyu... my neighbours.... my band... my syndicate... the 3 bimbos(aka me, kendrew and dave) my buddy julian who ahd gone thru all the shit with me.

i went to dave's house today. more like a good bye visit-gonna miss his ma and pa... they are such nice ppl, his mom is suuch a good cooka nd his father always make me feel so welsome.

went over to his new studio... really very impressive even though its not fully furnished... talk about lots of rs stuff... that boy is confused... which caught me in it too..i am confused!!!

we talk till we fell asleep... not that it wasn't interesting... hahha too shag. then woke up only an hour plus later... bid farewell to his parents... then walk around his house.. hahah gonna miss his room.. his drumset... his closet... his car!!!

well dave always makes me feel very homely.. like whenever i meet him.. i feel happy... back in jc days...like i wanana go hug my parents already.

we went over to big ben's for dinner. had two set meals... 2 pies... 2 zapples... hahha i bet its gonna be a palce he gonna bring stacey to in future!

david said sth which left a lingering effect in me..."wat if my voice was normal"...
well sure all of u out thr know that my voice can;t sustain thru the night... will always be hoarse..well god was kind yest... cos i was still anle to crack lots of jokes after 12 yest. felt good bout it... cos it definitely helped make david and stace feel easy together. k so we leak out some stuff... like how i became known as stacey... how we became the 3 bimbos.
yah i really wonder how it will be like if its normal... definitely will sing sing and sing.. i miss it man... like i have no confidence now to open my mouth to sing. my greatest wish- god will give my voice back.