k cutting edge tool= lobang king. he sure is man. and it was proven yet again today.

we went to collect the photos together today. He know James=photographer, and his photos turn out so much nicer lah.... and didn't pay a single for don;t know wat reason. wah so jealous... hahah mine was like so screwed up... think gonna ask him to make another one.

and he is in the swim team which is aka slack for rest of NSF life. even though he doesn't says it... yah his AS1 job = relac one corner. he has 3 AS1 lah... and i am like the only one in the whole unit.

wah sometimes ah i can't help getting jealous over friends.. even though yah their lives shdn't affect me.
but u got to admit that its only thru being jealous, you think how he manage to do it and u learn sth at the end of it. so sometimes its good to show some sort of envyness hahha.

today i sort of got pick up by a gay. ahhahaha... i finally met a real one. so he ask me whr i hang out and stuff... he is actually the stall tender of one of the stalls at peninsular... selling ear rings... flirt with him for a while and i got a fake diamond one for $6 how about that man hahahha...
he really doesn't look gay... maybe a bit femiline... but he was stout... and looks a bit caucasian.. wonder wat he is doing at a mud yo yo place. but too bad he doesn;t sell any black stud or square diamond stud.

k gonn slp liao. today lost to that acjc guy in the 5 km run. finally met a competitor. means i gonna look forward to future runs... hahaha gonna beat him one day.

the truth is out... i look gay! now question of am i gay???

wearing the OCS shirt which is now too tight for me... slipping into my running... i carried my domanchi bag with me to meet the trio... drew, mel, xuan.

went to cut my hair... feel so shiok now... now tidy if u know wat i mean. talk to xuan... apparently shi han comes to my blog! so gal if u read this... say hi ah!!!

talk to her yest... i knew wat her reaction will be like. yah haven't contact for very long already... her voice like got lower...hhaha but was nice talking to her even though only a short while. gooD lUCK for your tesT!!!

hahha k she lives up to her name as the news broadcast centre... she really knows every little thing.... hymmm which reminds me... andrew remembers all the lame shit on tv... shi han remembers every thing someone tells her... hong xuan remembers all ppl she sees on the str... i wonder wat i remember???

some of my friends ask me why i am so crazy nowadays... well if u are doing a job which is highly classified... cannot tell anybody wat u do thr... i think the person will go nuts... ok maybe its just me.

i can't stand it... keeping secrets is not my kind of thing .

well but from the bottom of my heart... to me my job is the most interesting NSF job you can ever find. basically I am an AS1... k i won't be one of those dicks who goes into abbreviation and all those stuff. basically i ... i... k... besides training and stuff.. i do house recce(basically whenever some fucker-NS man doesn't ans to his SAF 100 and doesn't come for in camp training... i will be on the run. or rather these dicks will be on the run... well of cos they can't out run me... hahha so i will go up to their house hang pig heads.... and vandalise their walls, fuck... far from that. ok maybe thats what i fantasize.story below.besides that... handle thier pay welfare etc. apart from that.. i have to be investigation officer once in a while... interview ppl... do some other ge zua stuff. my unit is quite cool cos there is a mix of ite... poly and jc. clerks and my store man is not as nua as lots of ppl perceive. i found out from my 3 weeks tour there that clerks who are from JC love to bitch about their fellow collegues... so u must give them more work to do so they don';t have time to think bout other stuff. but of course.. the clerks in my unit are not like that. there is only one other guy from JC besides me.. he used to play soccer for ACJc-a guy full of sacarsm. basically... daily opportunity to book out to ahve lunch at carsarina restaurant, chom pang... sembawang or thompson will be great boost to thier morale.



THE STORY
with just one lousy bar on my shoulder... i knock on their door get them to accept letter of AWol.. which is like so seldom cos they are always not at home so have to trust thier neighbours with it. k one thing i learned from my 1st exp on tues... china ppl are the most selfish and unhelpful neighbours, HDB membership holders. i was about to entrust a letter to this neighbour... she closed the door on me... k i was nice... i knock on her door lightly and say," this is by order of the governmetn... but obvious being china ppl... and being stupid... they don't understand eng.. so i said in my most polished chi ever... "ze shi zhen fu gui ting de... qin ni gen wo men ... the word cooperate couln';t be quickly process by my pentium one motherboard... so i blurt out.. qin xie zhu wo men.for all those who know how fantastic my chi is... u will know how i sound. yah the woman finally come out... look at the letter...and ask," shi shuai ah na yi ge lin gu" i was fascinated by her tongue man... she muz be a damn good licker. anyway yah u know like all nosey bo liao china person.. she just wanna know the content, the person involved to bitch about in the fish market.. so i took back the letter and say i will make another trip one day. waste of time!
k i learned sth that day... tampines has 2 buses with no. 243... basically one goes st41 , another goes str.81... take wrong one and you can slp in the bu for 15 min. a trip to and fro yishun and tampines... to pasir ris... then to tampines cost $8.90 altogether.

and again.. if i buy a house in future... my mental value of the house will drop when i find out that my next door neighbour is a china man.

u would have been in the airplane by now already. u are either watching the tv or looking out of the window... your mind is still in singapore.

sorry i wasn't there just now. could have been there... but i didn't go in the end ... regret-yes.

u know wat... i only decided to go at 7.15... while i was in the MRT... feel guilty.. yes i do. cos i will indeed miss u... how u always try to create conversations online even though u know i will be busy with my PS2...u, always giving me advice here and there... having faith in wat i do. i feel proud of u when i hear bout the things u do..... even attending your friend's comms ball!.u have been so nice to me!and me.. i know i have been evil most of the times.

how time flies....absence does make the heart fonder.

sure hope u settle down there fast... may u find a nice grp of friends to click with... maybe a sweet boyfriend perhaps???

i feel happy for u... from day1 i know u... i knew u will be someone great one day. results nv a prob to u.

well know u gonna be very busy soon! so will i! (gonna go on course soon.... and will be busy all the way!) gonna miss seeing u online every night!

k take care... and don;t worry... i may have been crazy recently.. but i have straigten out my thoughts yah... may we achive wat we want in life. hope to hear good news from u soon... take care!!!

went over to my sec sch choir teacher house today with martin. my god how time flies man. she still look so young... her daughter which is also a doctor still so pretty... even though she look so dao now hahaha. wah make make really nice cakes.... delicious....and fattening too.
talk about a lot of ppl... choir... out of choir... realise a lot of stupid stuff... how we try to match make the teachers. in the end mr lai and ms got married! ms lau still not married... happily playing with naphews(used to bully her, call her hs here and then... ms lau this ms lau that, remember once she cried cos we say her bum getting very meaty.)
then choir ppl... xu hao still helping out with the choir... someone went for sex change...mogan is going to get married soon... the 1st choir thai pres is married liao.... apparently she has gone for 6-7 marraiges...if the choir was established in 1991... means they are at most 29yrs old. so young. will i wanna give up freedom at that age... hmmmm...

k for my seniors one yr older than me... wei kiat, liren, martin, daniel tay and many others all downgrade to pes C. sadly.. they have some illness.my batch... i don't even keep in contact with any of them... maybe only tan en hahha..but that bitch so hard to contact one ... muz be a gal to catch his attention heee... look at the photo here.








this is me when i was sec 1.. like she say "used to be so fat and chubby... now tall dark and handsome.


really enlightedned by here.... imagine teaching for 34 yrs and still remian so young. i am so jealous. minus the work load... politics... competition.. teaching would have been my cup of tea.

i chance upon this website
http://www.mrbrown.com

think the topics thr are very funny... there is a catagory dedicated to i pod and creative users.
well apparently... yah everyone knows bout the apple and creative wall... if u on't know.. whr were u man?
hahha i am still thinking whether to buy a i pod or zen micro.... i pod blends with my canon ixus...
buying a zen micro is like competible to a minota cam which i nearly bought in place of my canon ixus.

i still remember the healty arguement i had with my friend mths back... look at the specs...

4.0 Megapixel
Canon 3x optical zoom lens
60fps movie recording and playback with sound
Super fast DiG!C II Imaging Processor
Print/Share Button allows easy 'one push' printing of images straight from the camera
The 4.0 Megapixel Digital IXUS 40 delivers an unparalleled combination of cutting edge technology and ultra compact style. Featuring Canon's revolutionary UA lens technology, the fully retractable 3x optical zoom lens delivers sharp, high resolution images. The new DiG!C II image processor provides fast performance and industry leading image quality while a huge 2" LCD monitor is perfect for reviewing photos and movie clips.
minota spects:
Sensor resolution5 megapixelsOptical sensor typeCCDEffective sensor resolution5,000,000 pixelsGross sensor resolution5,400,000 pixelsOptical sensor size1/2.5"Light sensitivityISO 50, ISO 100, ISO 160,ISO 200,ISO 400Digital zoom4.3Shooting modesFrame movie modeShooting programsText, Macro, Sunset, Landscape, Sports mode, Portrait mode, Night portraitSpecial effectsSepia,Black & WhiteAnalog video formatNTSC,PALMax shutter speed1/1000 secMin shutter speed4 secExposure meteringSpot,Multi-segmentExposure modesProgram,AutomaticExposure compensation±2 EV range, in 1/3 EV stepsWhite balancePresets,AutomaticWhite balance presetsCloudy, Daylight, Fluorescent, Tungsten lightDigital video formatMJPEGStill image formatJPEGContinuous shooting speed11 frames per second, 1.9 frames per secondVideo capture15 fps - 40 sec - MPEG - 320 x 240 - With 16MB card, 30 fps - 21 sec - MPEG - 320 x 240 - With 16MB cardColor supportColor

k in short.. a minota one has many more features than a canon one... but of course canon has more class!feel so proud of it... u know like u have a outing with ppl u haven't seen for a long long time... then bout to leave.. "hey lets take a photo... but like no one has a cam... then u slip into your pocket and fish out a canon.. then they go WAHH!!!!!... all i always wanted. "
till today i have no regret buying it....

shit it gives me more reason to buy a i pod instead now...

1) i kinda put off by the sim guy.think he really give singaporeans a bad image. bad mouthing another manufacturer is so childish... its like a fish monger telling all the auntys at the market that his fish is fresher than those sold in supermarkets.

2) in terms of class... yeah i pod is so much up there...
it has the prestigue... its like comparing tjc and vjc even though they are both in the east and both accept students of similar pts...but of course everyone knows which one is the hot favourite.



why i won't get it in the end:

1) no money.. more like wouldn't wanna make so big a purchase... esp in the beginning of the yr

2)why get a 20gd worth of space... wldn't have so much songs...

3) it doesn't have radio. .. thats like sth i muz have



k so i'm confuse! arghhh.

Slaves are the pillars of every society.
You should see the spending power of the average Filipino maid.
Think like slave, spend like a slave.
Isnt it ironic that Apple fans who are supposed to "Think different" all "Talk alike"?

ok so it nv go like it says in the title. i didn't go to the beach to find some peace and quiet... not that i went for a run too. the only thing i did today was to follow my parents to 3 temples.. and spend the rest of the day alone at home bumming around... and was quite fun.

ate 2 double cheese burgers... k i muz admit.. i don't feel a single guilt after so much fat i put on.. somebody stop me!

slept a lot today.... from 9-1pm....6.30-9pm hhahha... i am so awake now!i haven't recover from the night at long bar... continuous no sleep for 48 hrs... not that i nv done it b4... but perhaps i have just lost all the energy after playing PS2 with my little cousins...





1 splendid night at long bar....






follow up by a talk cock session at xuan's house..realise its always about gays... ghosts...funny things happening and yar throw in sth new-BGR... don't remember being a topic among us.
oooh we took a phto just in front of a statue at the swimming pool..my god... its spooked man. u shd see our first reaction when we saw the turn out of the photo... with the flash on.... we only see the 2 light beams behind us... the rest of us were blacked out... goosebumps.

mahjong session at warrant leslie house after that... was fun.... kanna whacked in mahjong... nice lunch made by his beautiful wife..


really great family he has thr... kinda the kind u will go wow... definitely muz be lots of fun hahah... 2 cute kids... he and his charming wife...






night with the vtc alumni. well jia hui is gonna leave on V day... song is gonna leave soon too...






and went over to drew's place after that... totally active for 48hrs.

atmosphere here rocks man. live band... good drinks..too bad they don't have mr.JJ no more and i manage to add another bar menu to my collection.

love the peanuts...think its the only place in town u can throw peanuts all around.... feel so kiddy, throwing the shells at one another... look wat drew did using them ...cool!

This is a test post from Photobucket.com

Sometimes I wonder how I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you, I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free, and then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright(chorus)
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh, I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile, oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do, it's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it, 'cause you're here with me now
And one look at you baby, is all I'll ever need, you're all I'll ever need(chorus)
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby, and everythings alright, everything's alrightGSo right
when I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anythin
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light, oh oh, I see it shining rightEthrough the rain, yeah
When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, oh yeah, baby when I see you smile, smile at me

last week... i spent my first week tour as a pc travelling the whole of sembawang... thompson... yishun. i calculated by end of 4 mths... i would have tried all the nice food in that area.... and end of 1yr..... ang mo kio... bishan... katib... i will conquer them all muahhaha.that was my initiation.

my driver is called ben. cool guy... great personality... nice to crap with... play guitar with and can know quite a lot of news from him too.just yest... he asked me one day...if thr is a choice... will u do sth for someone or for yourself.well selfish as it seems... he convince me and i finally convinced myself after that day that in a world like this today.. u need to be individualistic....

a simple analogy...and sth which we are all familiar with- smoking. many a times we hear friends claiming they give up smoking cos their new found love don't want them to do so. Woah the power of love. but... thr comes a time when the couple breaks up and the lover boy who quit his favourite sticks for love pick up the habbit again.

and cos of the shit i go thru during EOCC... i come to realise that this world is filled with fucked up ppl who screw your life up. it sucks to be manipulated. help your so called 'brother' to do sth only to find out he is just trying to find a easier way out for himself. but of course thr are other nice ppl...

no offence to my female friends," when they are young... they go for looks and out going personality... " when they are older.. money is the calling. i know some guys spend the whole of their OCS pay on a girl only to break up in the end. he claims its worth it.... maybe la.. for the happiness she gave him.
why let someone have their chance to screw your life. thats the reason why i pierced my ear.(was pain... decided to take out the stud just one day after piercing it. place 2 ears sticks in place of it.. fucking nearly killed me.)
to remind myself of how being too nice to ppl.not any more.

so anyone who try to preach,"others before self".. don't do it infront of me man...i trust no one... fullstop.

went sempang yest. the thu talor thr was crap. CRAP! $2.50 for a size of a little cap...hard to describe it... the best i think of is those spastic arabic ppl wearing the teeny cap on thier head.

was quite fun meeting up with shermaine... jeremy... nabil... ivor and sara thr all over again. even though not the full force is thr,(my gay actor warrick mia, sandeep catching mosquitoes in brunei) we had lots of fun clowning around. muz have been the tea.

the outing just reminded me of shu hui. well wanted to ask her out for movie today... but she had to work... hhaha well looks like i have nO LUCK. i think she will fit nicely in the gang... for one she sued to be sara's gd friend... don't know bout now... she stays at bayshore.. even though she wil be the furdest,.... she got the slcking blood in her... hmmm...

david called me yest/.. apparently he is still hogging ppl's hp... maybe he reserved his for stacey... wonder hows things between he and her hahha.