today the DJ spinning the records muz have crossover from disco or he just woke up after 30 yrs!!! wats up with the songs man....disco songs...not even close to retro... wah pianG!
wat happened to soft rock weekend

the rhythm of the songs are those from indian movies lah

shd go up to the dj "hello... are u an indian"

took my first virgin solo surf in the sea today
finally was on board for say- 3min hhahaa and i have to eat salt water again

after 2 days of blisters... blue blacks and sun burn... finally got provisional surfing license.but yah i can't even do a turn around... so not pro yet.

made a friend along the way-more like cos thr isn't any one else to be friendly with thr hahah. looks like we gonna be surfing training buddies for time to come

Rafael Benitez-definitely a name which will ring amongst liverpool fans for a long long long time. after being plagued by bad management for a long long time... finally liverpool treat its fans to glory once again


Jerzy Dudek, Steve Finnan, Sami Hyypia, Jamie Carragher, Djimi Traore, Luis Garcia, Steven Gerrard, Xabi Alonso, John Arne Riise, Harry Kewell, Milan Baros, Djibril Cisse, Dietmar Hamann and Vladimir Smicer, thier names sure go down the annals of football history


Amazing, astounding, awe-inspiring, breathtaking, extraordinary, hair-raising, heart-stirring, magnificent, marvellous, miraculous, moving, overwhelming spectacular, spine-tingling, striking, stunning, stupefying, stupendous, wonderful.

beautiful game played last night... Jerzy Durek definitely the man of the evening. saved 2 goals in the 2nd half and saved the crucial goals during penalty shootout. To think that i thought he was still in dreamland when he missed a easy save in the first 1 min of the game.

after seeing 2 stunning goals from caspo.... and luis frego being brought in the game... it seems that the hopes for liverpool to win a title was over yet again.

but they were AMAZING!!!! I wander wat pep talk they were given which changed the tide of the game. they presented sportmanship.... humanity, and love on the pitch were all shown on the pitch as they scored one goal after another in the 2nd half. fabulous playing i muz say

greatest final ever


finally i found a hero, besides me who is named steven

ha i juz found out from doc today i have 1 extra rib!

means.... i could have been stephenie instead of steven. my god... victoria secrets cld have filled my cupboard rather than calvin klien bossers!


MAY 25, 9:00am
i took my ECG.
electric shocks ran thru my body
and the nurse stare at it.. frown at it and placed the word: abnormal!!!

took my x ray of my beautiful rib... and she said... its abnormal too... cos its too high!
and i have one more rib covering my lungs... a normal person has 8 ribs ( as pointed with the pointer)

<>

but i have 9!
as the bible goes, god took one rib from adam to make eve.... and scientific studies shows it too... and i have one more rib!
weird!


this is my ecg


my heart rate is 42 bpm!!!




so after spending another day at the hsopital... i can only conclude that its wither i ahve large lungs and super fit... or am abnormal and may die soon
so cherish mE!!

so yest... i was still asking myself whether to go out with parents or go wahla wahla.

apparently mom told me we gonna go temple late at night, that was like weeks b4

so today i even cancel cycling and lunch at holland v.

happily shopping at raffles place all the way to city hall... went lots of boutique...if thats how its spelled.
bought a ralph polo pants... haha a great buy... but even after discount of 40% still 100+

i told my parents i will join them after wahla wahla... hmm i nv even understand why i told xuan i interested in the 1st place when i told myself loud places is a no no for me from now on. or even feel a sense of guilt as i know how important my parents feel that the whole family shd go.

then i was on way to orchard from bedok, xuan msg me say she can't go cos its pouring outside her house. at 755, we were to meet at 8, and ya i was still at bedok, wonder why thr not a single drop of rain..i could only imagine my place raining as i felt stupid spending 40 min to and fro. i believe everything happens for a reason. maybe someone up thr doesn;t want e to regret one day

it makes me think of what jesline told me the other day about gals and stuff.
when she call AC guys snobbish and youth nowadays only go for brands. she was scolding jit cos me and him were bickering over our future UNi and courses.

she is true to say that sadly, cos we are not expose to the world... many of us till today still don't know wat we wanna do and only live on our dreams as being a designer... model... rich tai tai and stuff. even thogh standard of living has increased... ppl are more cold towards one another... and are more stressed up... more worried about money than anything else....

i totally understand what Jesline says by- nv be affected by distractions in life.
some things are not worth trying or doing, some ppl are not worth fighting for.
she is the 1st gal who dare scold me out front... make me reflect on life and ppl around me...
real glad to meet her...she was like big sis to me. someone i nv had.

if i ever run 21 Km less than 1hr 30min... she will be the 1st person i gonna say thank you to... but wait... i already am.


for all of u slaves out thr who are working your butts off but not enjoying it
i only can say don't ever believe in the phrase," easier said than done." a person that tells u this is someone who has a weak mental strength.

fight for wat u believe... play the game your way when the ball is still in your court... win or lose with no regrets when u gave it a good serve.
the world is nv too high

The day passed damn fast today... finally hit a 10KM below 40min. hahaha timing was 38.05. PB so far. Think boss's method work... must think long term hahahaha... know it sounds no link. but this long term thingy narrates back to some 'tab0oo' stuffff... so shall not say on net or think police will pay a visit to our unit next week liao.

morning i was safety officer for IPPT. wah woke up went camp by 7 means have to leave house by 5.15. i have to roll off the ebd to wake up siah... a little method which i feel works for me... weird!

I was lucky to smoke thur my safety brief. hope its not obvious that i did not read my Term of referance hahahha

then did a 10KM run.... 38.05 woohOOO!
legs damn sore now.

went to settle the ext cohort meeting for NS men.
had a great conversation with my storemen, new chief clerk and RSM.
quite interesting when i see how melvin and alan work.... as good as they sleep... which is a compliment. kind of feel happy that my boys are are responsible fun ppl.
and alan drives a scrambler!!! arGHHHHH

was having so much fun when suddenly maj. ronnie, boss, ask me," how was highnoon?'

apparently he told all the PSOs of my great time thr... shit... and now i will be going to thailand in 2 mths time???
and another time in OCT.

adding on to my overseas combine ex. next yr in Jan.... sWI**h B****
means i will have been sent overseas for NSF life 6 times..


damn.... was the word which came to my mind at first... cos means i can't train for marathon liao. good cos means i will be saving up money.... just hope they don't clash with my driving test!

the best tao sa pia can be found at belestiar.

its simply the best. sweet... salty they both have.
best of all, they work hard under the hot the hot and humid conditions to provide costomers' satisfaction.

I got to know it thru a funny incident. my driver ben and I decided to make a trip down from nee soon. i wldn't have agreed....but then i found out he just broke up so i thought maybe he will ease some sadness in him just by talking along the way.

true enough, just as we were catching on my little date at Madam butterfly... he just suddenly blurt out," reminds me a lot of brenda." that was when the whole story came out. kind of like the normal stuff which happens b4 a break out... but i believe everyone's love story is unique in his own way.... thats why everyone can be diannele steels or wat ever her name is. but of course he told me not to tell anyone... so i forgot instantly, a good secret keeper... aren't i hah.

the whole ride he was playing this song over and over again. He told me thats how he feels right now.... well with the limited chi i poccesss.. i cld not make up part of the song... so for rest of the day me and my merry men over tao sa pia and hot english tea were figuring out the lyrics to make it as meaningful as it can get.

it tells us a story which everyone can relate to, whether is it your first love, puppy love or ugly break ups. ha Ironically Chi songs have the best lyric even though
China man only like to complain

so the song goes....

Flipping through our photographs
Missing you is half hidden, half seen
During the winter of last year
We smiled very sweetly
Looking at your weeping face
you saying goodbye to me
it was too late to hear it
You’ve already gone very far away
Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is my fault for i who let it slip
Please give me another reason to say you don’t love me
Even if it is that I don’t understand
Can you forgive me?
Please don’t take separation and treat it as your request
I know the persistence to leave is your excuse for getting hurt
Request you to turn back
I will walk with you all along till the end
Even if there is no result
I can bear it
I know your pain
Is the promise I gave
You said you gave me tolerance before
Silence was because of forgiveness
If you have to leave
Request you to remember me
If you are sad
Then I request you to forget me

can guess wat song is it?

SUDDenly i feel 'ham ji'( a phrase commonly used by princess kee=xuan)

though the feeling is great to be in a running team all over again... i really scared i ma bo again on competitiion day itself.

so one day Warrant Kalai ate lunch with me and ask me the question," sir wanna run for guards not.... i put u in la.... training is at 7 SIB(bedok camp, near my house) on boh?"

i like waiting damn long to run a marathon la.....but i hate the fear which comes from being in a team. if u participate on your own accord... no one will scold or pressure u... in a team....esp for guards... all the best runners will be in thr....

yeah u may say i ham ji cos i really am!!!left me thinking..... when comes to singing i am always confident... but ironically this spirit is lacaking in my running which happens to be my love... weird.

I am known as lungless in my camp, hahahah but when AHM in sept pass... i will be known as the fainter.

wah thats the cool name.... so my super powers will be fainting at the most crucial moments...fainting man... fainting man....

guys after going NS thru become more whimpy ( sunday times, 15 May 2005)

true ahh... i think guys start to complain more once they enter NS, haven't met one who loves everything bout it.
(hey gal, stop that smirk on your face)

i was shocked( actually not really) to know that suddenly A* male scholars are now under fire.

but true... i think its now a comfirmed fact that foreigners are so much of higher demand as compared to local males in terms of looks, security, thinking, maturity, and the beautiful sex life they can provide. but of course foreigners = caucasians or maybe extend to JAP and koreans... and ends thr... no chinamen or 'ppl related to salahudin' involved.

i suddenly realised that i somehow kanna smoked by my bro.
he always tell me how singapore engine guys are well sought after at NTU.

i came to a conclusion to that matter

1) the foreigners in engine thr are either malaysians... or from china. so well.... not much of a competition la ahhh)

2) and ehh... sadly the better looking guys are doing thier studies at either SMU and NUS... thats whr all the hunks go... ( a sweeping statement)

so maybe thats why engine guys are so hot in NTU... hahahah

if you want a pet... u are responsible for its entire life.


these words from the straits times today left my thoughts lingering.

well... after reading about the late Mr wee's pet dog... i definitely have a higher level of respect for these creatures. realise they have other uses other than a chick scroooner at ECP for the guys.

if u want sth... u have to be responsible for its entire life....but saying if u want a wife.... u are to be responsible for her entire life... hahaha wouldn't that sound wierd... sounds as if once u 2 are married... the gal can no longer think and her existance depeneds on u.

i suddenly got the urge to learn how to ride.

suddenly my racer is not fast enough for me... want something which gives more excitement...


was about to apply for riding theory instead of advance driving theory today.

i took a gamble by taking 2 seperate no. from 2 seperate counters-one for riders...the other for drivers. sadly i was called for the 4 wheel veh..

i think my pa will kill me if i tell him i wanna learn how to ride instead...(he nearly threw me out of the house when i came back with the racer... thinking it runs on fuel or something hhahaah) cos of his bro accident many yrs back which left me one uncle less.

oh well.. maybe shall learn when i pass the edge of 70.... when i dying alone hahaha


i luv that andy lau movie about racing...the music and scene of how he ride, bleed and died in the end always stay fresh in my meory... w0nder why....watever the show is called

thr are many times I am broke... but i am not poor.

powerful words from today's desperate housewives.

just had dinner with parents, bro and his gf at charlton today.
woah per pax is $45... nice dinner... love the cabonara...salad...

walk around city hall after that.. as usual i wondered off on my own as the two couples disappear into thier own world.

NO for your info i didn't go arcade... nor did i go to bugis... feeling intellectual after eating all the craps... i went book hunting. yah they don;t sell middlesex at MPH too...(to those pee brains out thr who think its a gay book, don't tell ppl u my friend...so EMBRARRASSING!!!! anyway its story bout how this baby who was borned with both male and femal genitals and how he/she live thru his/her growing yrs...ya i can see your jaws dropping now and u think i talking cock... pls go read to enlighten yourself)

anyway i chance apon the book ," memiors of life by Mr Wee Kim Wee"....

'every sentence u read leaves an impression in you' is all i can say.

well he is known as the people's president....
i wldn't have known him as i will still be hugging on to my mom's blossom... wetting my pants in kindergarden...running around collecting compliments from ppl,"SO CUTE..."that was the time he was president... coincidentally those were the most fun time in my life.

by the accounts he gives... one can conclude that he led a difficult life... his life was nv a bed of roses... he lives his childhood days like any other child in a government sch, he nv expected himself to be president or see see himself eating with the rich and famous one day... he just do wat he can and enjoys each moment of it... isn't he like any other singaporean of yesteryear...




kind of gross to think of it... can u imagine if it happen during our time... a typical Singaporean of Y gen- he probably sms whole day long... go clubbing.. think of getting rich... wanna go smu cos its more hip, look down on NTU cos it seems like for cheena kia... and indulge in sex before hitting 20... hhahaha i think i am full of SHIT!!!

well its kind of sad that many of us only know our late president only when he deceased. oh well....

"extend your help to everyone, cos u reap wat u sow, u cannot expect one to be nice to u if u are not considerate towards them."

i just told my parents my plans of migrating after my studies... and my father agreed!!!

he was thrilled when i told him i will marry a caucasian wife.

Mom,"your pimples more and more ever since u come back from taiwan."

me,"of course... singapore weather is so hot."

Dad," so u want to live overseas??? China will be nice. i heard u say the bing lang mei very pretty right,"

me(gleefully): neh... i always wanna marry a caucasian gal,"

dad," hhaha good good... go australia la... then i can also migrate there."

me: i was thinking of france le.wah u don't mind i marry a caucasian meh?

dad," mind for wat... singapore gals nth but prob...everything also money money... go marry a caucasian la...add new blood to family, can live your life alone.... grow a farm....but first of all... does any caucasian wants you?"

me," hahahahah"

mom," ..."

i just stop myself from spending $200+++

i just suddenly got the udge to go to queensway today. so i kinda drag jins along

me:hey follow me to queensway le
jins:wah very far siah
me:go le... stay whole day at home also sian
jins:so how to go thr

think the last time i went thr was like 2 yrs ago... a west side SuaKOO!!!

i wanted to buy 4 things:


a pair of running shorts
shades
a pair of trainers
a running vest if available

and i end of with- NONE!

hahaha k at first was a bit disappointed... maybe that day no mood or sth... so end up buying nth.

bought tix for madam butterfly instead....
gonna go with celine... wow... long time nv see her already... wonder how much she change or how much she thinks i change.

yah i know its kind of weird that we suddenly go out altogether...
maybe thats wat they call fate.

thanks to xuan, mel, en, jins, drew...many thanks...
hahhaha think its a greater present than an AMP which i also wanna get.

a bit of shamless don't u think- to choose your own present hahaha...
but at least I will be using it all the time.... isn't that wat u hope from a present hahahaha


PRODUCT FEATURES

INDIGLO night-light w/ NIGHT-Mode Feature
Water resistant to 100 meters
All-day-white reflector display
Oversized display with high contrast LCD
Built-in setting reminders
Button beep
Matte dark blue and metallic silver resin case
Dark blue resin strap
CHRONOGRAPH FUNCTIONS
100 hour chronograph with 1/100 second resolution
50 lap memory
50 split memory
50 workout memory
Training log with best lap, average lap, and total segment time with date
Lap/split or split/lap display option
Total run time chrono format
99 lap counter
TIMER FUNCTIONS
24 hour 2 mode countdown timer (stop and repeat)
2 interval timers
99 rep counter
ALARM FUNCTIONS
3 alarms (daily/weekday/weekend) with 5 minute back up alarm
TIME OF DAY/DATE
2 time zones with date
12/24 hour time
Month/day/date, month/date or date/month display option
Peek to time of day from any mode


and of course the greatest feature of all:
the power of love and friendship from my beloved friends who have always been thr for me.

xuan-the new china gang leader
mel-mafia queen
drew-my gay partner no longer when weiling not around
en- my beloved student conductor
jins-my running bud forever


thanx for the wonderful day spent even though we spent 80% of the time wandering around to kill time, cat fight over my PDA ph, suaning for 99.999% of the day...
and i wasn't allowed to play arcade